thoughts

She said she was completely lost.

But how?

How did she do that? 

Instead of drinking, she was watching.

Instead of thinking, she was sleeping.

How did she end up like that?

That's a good question, she thought by herself.

I want to go home.

I don't want to think about it.

I don't want to be aware of the fact that I really messed up everything I could have.

"It wasn't me. It was the cat", she said, two seconds before her eyes closed and she fell into a deep sleep.