thoughts

She said she was completely lost.

But how?

How did she do that? 

Instead of drinking, she was watching.

Instead of thinking, she was sleeping.

How did she end up like that?

That's a good question, she thought by herself.

I want to go home.

I don't want to think about it.

I don't want to be aware of the fact that I really messed up everything I could have.

"It wasn't me. It was the cat", she said, two seconds before her eyes closed and she fell into a deep sleep.

oh boredom!

yes, finally my boredom convinced me to make myself a twitter account! hilarious!

well, I kind of had the account before, but never used it 'cause I didn't understand it. haha.

but now, all of a sudden, my boredom made me read through the page and there! now I know how to run it.

so, follow me or something, that'd be nice.


https://twitter.com/#!/carmen_nemarc

Hi fever, long time no see!

Yes, illness always comes with its friends boredom and pain.
So, what to do if you don't have bieber-fever but a nice real fever?
Nothing. More than nothing. Does "nothing" have a comparative? Guess not.

well.....if you're bored like me, go check out this formspring thingy....you can ask me questions about ANYTHING. Just help me with my boredom ;)


http://www.formspring.me/fairlybegged

why so serious?

pah, I posted a lot of sad videos in which girls were singing about their broken love recently. (two?)
don't have a reason for that xD so, here's some dumb funny thingy :D

and another one, because onision is weird but kind of hot, but kind of weird! (HE'S NOT HOT IN THIS VIDEO XD)

I guess I took a liking on you. That's why I'm easily deceived by your words.

My, my. Days are drifting away, and I still am like I always was.
I'm going to be "kind of" an adult soon, taking new directions, changing my way of life...
I'm so looking forward to everything, but I still have to pass my exams xD

I kind of was deceived by somebody. But it's not their fault, it's mine. I must not let my guard down. Sounds pretty grown-up, huh? No. You were deceived :'D

♥

who do you think you are? Running around and leaving scars..

This must have been the end, or the end is yet to come.
Remember, there's only one way out. A way you can never reach, so
you don't even have to hope for it.

People are staring at you for a reason. You're not like them.
You don't fit it. You want to, I know, but you can't.
Remember the guy you once liked? Of course you do, you'll never forget him.
He can't remember you. Not even your existence.

Jealousy, oh, dear jealousy. She's too broken for you.